Friday, December 26, 2008

I didn't lose that much weight... why everyone keeps telling me that? aarrghh Am I sick? I just want to recover from my cold asap... assignments, tutorials, 66 questions of "holiday package" when I only have 4 days of break... does this answer your question on my sudden weight loss? STRESS! Look forward to year 2009... *crossing my fingers*

Commissioning Ball

my first time attending such an event. didn't know what to wear thanks to my sister... felt awkward. perhaps lack of confidence? always feel uncomfortable in such formal place, attending formal events. so afraid that I might do something stupid, made a fool out of myself and him... was still adjusting myself since my return... but that little wine does help.. made me a little high... oops... didn't quite interact with his friends cos i'm quite an introvert... haha...


A not too bad dessert but feels a bit cheated. its digestive biscuits =( when they wrote it waffles on the menu... sobz... I have cravings for waffles....

Ohh... What a crowd... Together with the Bridging People & their dates.. can find me?

OCS Commissioning Parade

aarrgghhh so happy to go there, but took very little photos of us.. only take a lot of their parade photos and she said its all the same... argghh shall not mention names here... haha... u know who le ar... =p but really proud of him that day... was really touching when he thanked me for that... he was the one who worked so hard for it... glad he likes his posting... aarrghh but that jeremy ar... hello~ you're too young... haha joking.. it was the joke of the day.. well, not as stupid as me, took the wrong photos when they slow marched up the stairs and when they marched past the GOH (Guest-of-Honour).... oops...

My dearie who went there with me... ok we were both shaking when shit happens... -_-"



Oops shaky hands... Hope this 2nd LT won't ask me to knock it down... =x hehe...

Friday, December 12, 2008

Prank call...

Idiot. Someone prank call me at 1am this morning... Argghhh.. disturbed my sleep. went to class today with sleepy mode... answered 2 times and he just wouldn't speak up... i can only hear his breathing... luckily I was too tired to feel scared... haha...

time passes so quickly. soon it'll be the deadline for my assignments? haiz... I'll have to master the skills of "play hard within a short time, and work harder for a longer time"...

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Disneyland...

Well, it wasn't as bad as what I have expected... It wasn't boring at all! Quite fun there. all my childhood memories came back! I think ck would be a big child there if he went with me... muahaha... took a short video for him, on the design thingy and the fireworks! the fireworks is very very nice!!! took a photo with the Goofy Dog.. he tried to tease me by hitting my nose! -_-" but my reaction was fast enough to avoid. we were there playing for some time. haha... had fun posing with Mickey and Minnie, and Donald Duck! Queued for an hour to take photos with the mouses to impress the kids... Miss BinBin and Ruirui so much!!

The food there is pricey and not that impressive... but the parade was amazing... the dancers' coordination was really well, and they are so friendly... and it snowed! well, was foam actually. haha... we went there on a really cold day... 12 degrees celsius that day. I believed the temperature was lower at night... even the mickey was freezing... muahaha... so cute!!

On the Disney Resort train....

At DisneyLand...



The Parade...


Roaming around...


Close up...


I am back!!!

Just returned from Hong Kong last night. Kinda late. unpacked my luggage. nothing much except my worn clothes. didn't buy much as the elderly we went with couldn't walk much. spent most of our time waiting for her to catch up with us, waiting for her to shop the dried foodstuff shops, the provision shops, Macau-ing (all of us got nausea & seasick as it was very windy & the ferry there was really shaky!), buying a lot of food which she couldn't carry, and we had to carry them for her in the day and walked long hours, travelling around, visiting & sight-seeing till wee hours at night, finding ways out for her when she dropped her octopus card (we bought the limited access card!) and got stuck inside, couldn't get out, she followed the crowd blindly and ended up at the other train service when we actually reached the venue and wanted to exit out, we wanted to lighten the load of the bread when we're at Macau while she wanted all to eat roast meat and chicken with her instead of bread, have to make sure she is within out sight when crossing road because she'll just cross without looking when she's tired & rushing for payment by taking out the stack of money she had to let the hawker pick the amount for paying the bill when my uncle is supposed to pay instead of her! so dangerous!! did enjoy the trip on the whole, but didn't manage to shop as much as I wanted. went broke from eating not shopping! we lived at the tourist area, so the food there was pretty expensive! we couldn't just have a quick bite of fastfood or buns for lunch when we actually wanted to have more time to enjoy and shop... argghhh... I will not travel with elderly again! she just buy whatever she wants to, especially food! even though she couldn't carry them, she'll just buy without consideration whether she can handle or we can handle or not! JUST BUY! its not a matter of money but the issue is whether we can handle all or not. she didn't carry anything and got too tired from walking, let alone us, carrying our own things + hers + looking after her + looking after another child. the child is even much easier to look after cos she will listen and help! elderly - just buy, eat, and stubborn. told her not to buy so much, but will still end up buying A LOT! she alone bought 8 boxes of 老婆饼! when my sis & I only bought 4! I heard she wanted to buy more but my aunt and uncle can't carry so much when there's only 4 of them yesterday and only 2 adults + 1 kid carrying the things while we, 4 youngsters went to shop. sobz... 45 min of shopping at mong kok only! so not enough!!! rushed back to the guesthouse to pack the things into our luggage and hurried to the airport. in the end, my sis and I forgot our dried laundry. left our ahem there... that was my favourite piece and expensive too. its rather new so I am still quite disppointed that I left it there... sobz...

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

我不气了。 I'm stress...

everyone is stress I guess? I am exceptionally stress.. too much work undone... so stress that I became an unreasonable person, not the usual person I know of myself. 最可怜的就是ck. not only must he pacify me, he has to put up with my err uncontrollable cries? I thought I can hide it, but apparently, I can't. he see it through immediately, kept asking and trying to make to talk when I just kept quiet. couldn't quite take it anymore. I need a breather. very sweet of him to get me this psp game that let me vent out my frustrations. probably might hear from me soon about his psp buttons spoiling... muahaha...

attended freddy's birthday on sat. didn't want to go actually. I was so frustrated that I was so frank to the girls. (*guilty*) I just wanted time with ck. Reason - I don't want to see her upset + I'm guilty for not able to have time for him next week, perhaps the whole of december. (and if you are reading this, don't apologise! I am doing it all for you, just want you to be happy if that is what makes you happy.) Just received a 5,000 words (min) assignment with at least 10 citations to be done, and must be done hand-written. lecturer also promised us an upcoming holiday-package for us to spend our christmas - 200qns for that unit. That has yet to include my other 4 units. I am way way behind time... how can I possibly catch up?

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

I am fuming...

Cannot stand people (especially guys) who are indecisive. Although I am one too. but when comes to simple things like attending gathering or sharing gifts, I am firm and decisive! 谁说女人是善变的?我认识很多男生都很善变!how can you not honour your words? I despise man who promised but do not fulfill their words. Arrgghh... This is my way of venting my frustrations. Stupid. you know its expensive and I'm rushing to get people and there you are playing the kind soul to agree (Oh please! I know everyone is too busy to get the present right, and I even offered to go get it! Didn't even ask u to go get it right?) and not telling me until I asked! Shame on you! Is that the responsility you learn for the past 20years? AARRGGHH... Why is it that its always the few who make the effort for such things? never occur in their minds before that others may be busy too? I didn't ask anyone to go get this thing done for me. I even wanted to go do it on my own until trans offered to help. why are there so such people? Some are really nice, even thank me for asking. some, just be honest said she's busy, so will just chip in. HELLO!!! I AM BUSY TOO!! TRANS IS BUSY TOO!! WHAT THE HELL! WHAT IS WRONG WITH THESE PEOPLE? I am mad now. Too mad to do anything until my anger subside. 气死我了!

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Happy to have watched movie and had a lovely dinner yesterday. A new japanese restaurant at Marina Square. Forgot the name but it took the space of Genki Sushi. hhmm I doubt I'll go back to the restaurant. So expensive! not much choices also. But the Udon I ordered for myself is nice I love the soup base. The curry ck ordered is okay. I still preferred the Chinese or Indian style Curry. The strong taste and its spicy! ohhh they have this promotion now, spend more than $30 will enjoy a free chawanmushi (I can't spell it! but its nice!) and 25% discount off your bill. The dessert is something new and special. We ordered a Yaik**** potato cream cake (I forgot the exact name) haha... its new taste okay, not exactly exceptionally nice... If it weren't for my cough, I would have ordered the chocolate dessert for chocolate lover like me! hehe... there's also one dessert for rum & raisin lover. well, I'm not exactly interested in that. oops... Magadascar 2 is funny! very cute. the Giraffe is so sweet! the way he confess his love for Gloria, the Hippo. haha... Light-hearted and entertaining movie to watch. ok... back to study... tests...

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Oh My God!

Had FR test yesterday. Oh My God... Can't remember the things I have studied! realised how careless I was after the paper. Got the wrong dates in the Financial Statements. Arghh... the only computational question I can do! haiz... seems like I can't get away without him interviewing me. Started preparing since last week. He said its an easy paper. I'm not even an average student. lots of catching up to do I guess. So drained out after his test. -_-" couldn't quite catch the question he went through after the break until he went through the second similar question. Finally. I'm scared and worried. My de-stress "kit" is back!! finally... after 18 days... haha... so busy lately that I didn't get him a surprise that I plan to. Oops... rushing rushing rushing... just gonna get my studies back on track now so that I can enjoy my break in 2 weeks time. *keeping my fingers crossed* She was so happy for the little thing he did to her. I am happy for her too glad that he still do something for her to make her happy. Girls are easily humored... It all depends on whether the man is willing to do it or not.

Sunday, November 16, 2008

I need to find back my motivation!!

The kids are exceptionally cute today!! BinBin can speak lots of complete sentences. She's so sweet today. fed my dad cream + cake. She told me she was waiting for my sister and I to return when I asked her why she didn't have her nap. haha... celebrated my dad's birthday according to the chinese lunar calendar. We won't be able to do so when his radiotherapy starts this wednesday. Doubt he will have the appetite to eat after which, let alone cake. Saw how much the kids love the cake, which explains why they are of such a size. My sister's boyfriend turn up too. He is the only one who can still carry BinBin. haha... unless ck is here too, then it'll be 2! Kinda moody these days and hopefully I can find my motivation back. I need it badly... I saw how compatible my sister and her boyfriend BK are. Opposites attracts! How envious. I wish for them to be as blissful for the rest of their lives... happy for my sister, happy for them!

Saturday, November 15, 2008

had an impromptu meeting with the isomers yesterday. Lots of catching up, at my favourite you kee duck rice stall, then at ah chew dessert. sat there pretty long. did lots of catching up. but had gastric pain after that. had too much at one go already. oops. jsut looked through some of my friends' profile and photos at facebook. realised how much I have lost through my own isolation. that is what I probably did best so far. haha. yup. nothing but laughing at myself. "So what is the most important thing in my life now?" - my family, relationship, friends, studies. but seems likewise from the way I am handling. haha... is it too late now?

Is life really better at the other side? she seems pretty happy there. lots of pretty photos tells me she is living her life to the fullest now. me? walking backwards while everyone else is moving forward?

Sour Grapes?

Everyone seems to have this "sour grapes" in them. Feel that someone around you is better off? haha... I always do. Always envy the people around me. "Why is she able to do that?" "why is he so sweet?" "why people can do it but not me?" - conclusion: I'm a sour grape.

I always thought others are more fortunate. They are much better off than me. Do you feel that way too? I always do. Find excuses for myself to indulge myself. Always try to put up a strong front in front of people, but I am actually not ok. have not been able to be as moody lately. have been sick lately. no time to feel moody. Realised how dependent I am. I have lost my usual self. Thinking back, I am different now. wasn't the independent girl that I used to be. Is it a good change? well, not to me. have been so blur lately that I keep doing stupid things. like, tripping myself on my bag? go collect my new passport but didn't bring my current one? meeting friend but didn't tell her the location? Felt so stupid. was scolding myself on the way to meet trans. finally get to have a short meeting with them, but still, short of one. missed those days where the 6 of us got to have a meal together, endless chats with them. missed going to the k box sessions with isomers and the 69 group. haven meet up with many friends for a long time. TKRCY group too. the last meeting with the 69 group was in september. went to 爱琴海民歌餐厅. got their well wishes when I needed support too. Although I didn't specially contact them, I felt so much better when I got their wishes. yes. A simple "how are you?" makes me feel so much better. At least I felt that I wasn't alone or forgotten that period of time. Still working on it though. I am looking forward to the day where I can finally set everything aside and enjoy my meeting with them.

feel so uneasy, guilty for joining in the trip next month. So many things turn up last min. So many make up classes. Don't think I'll be able to cope if i missed the classes. I should really just stand up for myself the other time. so what if i wished for a family getaway? I won't be able to fully enjoy myself when my mind is still thinking about something else? haiz... its too late now. in addition to that, its not even a family thing now. I wish things weren't the same. For the first time, i regretted that things turn out this way.

my sister told me relationship will turn for the better after staying away from each other. Is it true? it is so for her, but not for all cases right? but i hope it will be for me. looking forward to his return. although I am always 口是心非, but i'd still be very happy if he bought me a small little gift. I seem to be a barrier between us now - my thinking too much seems to put him away? I hope he didn't feel that way.

I wish I am stronger, more independent, more decisive, more tolerant, more optimistic and more determined.

Sunday, November 9, 2008

there has been good news and what i considered bad events that happen. I just hope for a good night of rest. not long, but just quality rest, ie without dreams. so afraid of dreaming something that I didn't think of for a year. i'm really scared. don't like that feeling. feel guilty too. seems like a betrayal even if i didn't think about it. it just happen that i suddenly dream of it. ok no more thoughts but just study. lots of work to do.

Parenting

How should parents teach their child? is there a standard way? people do teach differently. but how would u stop a child from crying? Scold further? Flash out your "weapon" - cane? or just hit? there is so much responsibility to having a child. I always thought it is important to do family planning. If u didn't then do u have the right to be angry with your child? be frustrated? a child gets even more annoying when he is sick, so parents should be more tolerant? i suppose so since they couldn't tell you directly & exactly how uncomforatble he is. but is there a need to lock him out to teach him a lesson? I've seen it many times. said many times too. that is not the right way! but i was always told not to interfere. fine... I've no right to do so too. but an elder has right? but was shoo away too. they just want to use their method. but its not working hello.... I hope they will understand. haiz... how prepared are 2 person who want to have children? I hope I will get the answer next time before I start my own family...

Sunday, November 2, 2008

Stress

Just realised how loss I am for FR. haiz... can't do the assignment. was given 1 month ago, but only tried it 2 weeks ago. but kept pushing it back since I couldn't do. panicked today when I couldn't do. Although I started few days ago, but there isn't remarkable progress. halfway done only. there goes my beauty sleep tonight. Well, can only slap myself and say I deserve it. His notes have very little explanation on that but that is also the reason why he wanted us to do assignment on that. research. but I am not good at that. seeked the help from my classmates cum friends this early afternoon. Glad that they replied fast to help. So I am now back on my own. I was really stressed this morning. was so tired and busy lately that I have not been sleeping well. Actually haven't been sleeping well for about 3 weeks? can tell that my health has been deteriorating. noticed some changes. tried to rest as much as I can already but just couldn't sleep well at night.

Had a little fun this morning with the kids, but started work soon after brunch. ck didn't notice my message for him, didn't inform me when he was on his way. so I was late. got so frustrated when I couldn't do and the house was so noisy. hate that barney. that purple dinosaur is not even a little cute to me in my perception. it is totally opposite for BinBin. she watched that same disc 3 times. my gosh. so loud too. then my sisters were packing things for my mum, shouting around. then the kids were playing and fighting, with shouts and cries. It really hit my limit. that was what it sparked my tears. yup, my way of venting out my stress and frustrations. bad headache on every sunday.



rushed here and there with ck to get some final things done before his thailand trip. It would be less rushing if I wasn't late. so want to shoot myself for that. felt so guilty when his mum asked where we had disappear to the whole afternoon. had dinner at his place before heading to the airport with him. silly me he said. was teary on the way there. he is very sensitive today, probably because of the afternoon incident. he was able to sense it when i thought i could bluff my way through. it wasn't that long wait compared to his last brunei trip. bid him a short goodbye before I head home. it will be a long 3 weeks. I have lots of catching up do. plenty of things to do while he is away.

Aww... Delicious pasta made & delivered by my friend =) Yummy!

From IKEA... I think its called Diam Cake. they made from the chocolate into a cake. same chocolate taste! with additional sponge cake + walnut below. NICE!

My favourite chicken rice restaurant @ boon Keng. hehe... my favourite toufu... 10 stars!

someone is peeking at me...

ok we are playing piggies.... he poked damn hard...

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

tired...

had a wonderful dinner with the girls on friday. As usual, we gossip & talked about out recent happenings too. everyone has their own issues to handle. I just wished that all of us would have the courage to move on, looking forward to the carefree days again! looking forward to our trip next year. hope it can come true. went to k box to sing on saturday. 3 hours only. didn't quite curb my addiction. haha... ck played with BinBin & RuiRui after dinner on sunday. as usual, we were all slower than him, still slowly enjoying our dinner. after I was done with my dinner, he realised there was a stain on his pants, he thought was soy sauce, but when i first looked, I knew it was the kids' poopoo. haha... eeee..... we went to check on the kids while i gave him some wet tissue to clean himself. yup its BinBin. her poopoo overflowed... -_-"
Aarrgghh just realised I have been very blur! he is also my dad, not just my sister's. but she handle things so well, at least 10 times better than me. Perhaps I have been taking things for granted. That she will handle everything. was rushing here and there yesterday due to the last min change in appointment time. drove him to work then drove home on my own. haha and i got lost. missed the exit at expressway. phew~ luckily i still managed to find my way home.

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Acceptance

To all those who are reading this blog, sorry to have let you know through this blog. I know many have showed me concern over the past week. not sure if you did so after reading my blog or so happen that we haven't been in touch and you wanted to do so that day. great minds think alike? or perhaps my telepathy is really working? haha... ok i shall not crap further. Don't have to specially do anything for me upon knowing this news k? Please don't k. lately, my dad is diagnosed with nosal cancer. yup we have all accepted it & life still moves on. hhmm.. I guess I was the weakest in my family. took so long to finally digest this news.

my dad just was referred to the National Cancer Centre, went to see the radiotherapist today. I wanted to go with him, give him some moral support, but my sister objected, she said I should crash classes. went to class today, but can't really concentrate either. kept thinking how is he doing? what did the therapist said? ok probably its the second-hand news already. my mum was probably the first. there's 7 stages for cancer, so my dad is probably at stage 3. so treatment methods will be combination of radiotherapy & chemotherapy.

trying to uphold my positive energy for as long as I can. I can do it last time when he's hospitalised, so can I now.

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

The past weekend was rather emotional for me. I don't really know what happened to me, don't know why I reacted the way that I don't usually do. I don't feel as motivated and do not get the support that I really need from him. I hesitated when I was about to call or sms anyone. Yup I was the one who told my friends not to shut me out when she needed help or support, but I couldn't do it myself. I clearly know that my friends will be there for me whenever I needed them, but I was just expecting it from him. Yes, I expect a lot more from him. But I didn't expect him to feel that way towards me. I am unreasonable. Yes, there he goes, stabbing me again right into my heart. I was tearing inside, but still I have to keep it cool, or he will start again, get upset & feels that I am thinking too much again.

Thinking back now, I agree with him, I used to be more understanding but not any more when my family is facing such an issue now. Yup, maybe trans is right, somehow men will just take things differently from us. I felt better when she told me this: "If he really can't give you the motivation you want, don't be disppointed. I'm sure he loves you a lot & wanna help, but maybe he didn't know how to." I felt comforted hearing it & especially when she said she likes to see me being so excited & happy talking about him all the while. I realised how selfish I have been. How could I even expect him to do it right in my way when he didn't experience this before and I didn't tell him how to? How I could I lose confidence in him when even trans believe in him. So guilty now. didn't have much time to even talk to him cos he has been rushing here & there for all the exercises since last week. I just hope he will really understand me, what I am going through & not dislike me even for a bit.

Saturday, October 18, 2008

I don't like it when people around me see through me so quickly. I was told not to change any of that cos its nothing bad about it. I felt better after saying it out. those who are really close really sensed something amiss. forgive me for trying to push you away. I thought I was better. have been looking forward to the weekend. push away everything just for him. didn't tell him. just want to see him. haven't really got to talk to him much the whole week. simple smses that show my concern for him the whole week. holding back everything, tearing when I sms him I 'm fine, everything that was not fine was left unsaid. I know he had a long & tiring week, that is why I try to be independent, handle everything on my own, do not want him to worry a single bit about me. Yes, I know I am being selfish. If I'm in his shoes, I wouldn't want my girlfriend to do anything hide.

I thought I was better. I finally told some of my dearies about it. They asked at the point of time where I really cannot take it. I really apprecaite them. I told her the other day when she was better, so much better. first time out of the past 2 weeks, I saw her finish one complete meal. I was relieved, and I told her my situation. That day was also my first time that I didn't cry when I talked about it. 也许她是我练习的对象。 I have been thinking when is the best time to tell him about. I really want to see him so badly. so in need of his support, the motivation that he gives me. I know and I am glad that my dearies gave me, but now, I just need his.

I know it is not his fault for making me feel this way. Things just happen at the wrong time. so happen that he is so busy this week. or maybe its fated that I have to learn to deal with all these on my own, learn to be independent again. 早知道我就一大早出去, 就不会一个人在家胡思乱想了。

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

I will stay strong as long as I live...

how long does a person need to accept a fact? How much time will i need to do so? I didn't know how to react this morning. I just feel that i needed some time to be alone, not to think (at least I will try not to), just keep myself as busy as I can. But its so difficult. But I will try. this is not a time that I can fall apart. I cannot, and I will not. That is what I will remind myself of for as long as I live. I may not be able to do so all the time, but I will not stop trying. I hope I can just hold back till he returns. I just need to vent it out. I know I will be just fine.

Please don't ask me anything about this post? thank you.

Monday, October 13, 2008

Cute "little" BinBin

Please note: below are photos that are blurred in nature, not that ur spectacles or eyes that need to be checked at the optician. Forgive me, I took them before breakfast.

BinBin Posing with her little cute dress that she can't fit into soon...





went to Hougang Mall with ck yesterday, our usual practice, & saw free balloons given to children outside the mall (there is a UOB fair thingy). I was thinking of bringing the kids down to get balloons since they love them so much. quickly went home to bring the kids there, but RuiRui needs to have dinner first so he couldn't go & he was throwing tantrums. He took his shoes, sat down & wait for me to help him put on his shoes.

Me: RuiRui, mummy 说你不能去。 要吃饭。
RuiRui: (stamps his feet & whine)
BinBin: RuiRui 乖, 你不要去。 留在家k.
My sis (kids' mum) to Ruirui: ask jiejie to get a balloon for u k.
BinBin: RuiRui 乖, 你不要去。 留在家k.

So cute!! ck & I were laughing so hard at the sides. binbin wanted to go off so quickly. haha.


BinBin posing with 2 balloons


I was thinking, she is such a selfish girl who doesn't shares her toys with her brother, RuiRui, she will definitely not give that balloon to him when she reached home. I was so wrong! was so touched when i saw her giving the balloon immediately to RuiRui right after I opened the door. SO CUTE!

Saturday, October 11, 2008

溏心风暴 (Heart of Greed)

Finally... Finish watching the 2 hong kong drama serial... very nice!! Heart of Greed a.k.a 溏心风暴 season one & two. both seasons are of different story but both made me got addicted. haha... they have very nice songs to go with the stories. really touches my heart. Almost all of the casts can sing so well (Im referring to the actresses)... 我越来越喜欢林峰了!!


《溏心風暴》- My Love Will Get You Home



《溏心風暴之家好月圓》- Ice-Cream



林峰 - 愛不疚(TVB《溏心風暴之家好月圓》插曲) MV

Thursday, October 9, 2008

have been rather busy & stressed up these days. rushing project, though it is not so tedious or too difficult to do it in pairs. but i couldn't finish my MA work. haven been reading my notes & the articles, haven been able to sleep well at night & during my naps. ok i didn't have time for nap this whole week. there is a lot of things in my mind. and if u ask me what are they now, its all the school work piling up. suddenly felt breathless. wasn't prepared to go for class today because I feel guilty. I kept telling myself to finish the tutorial at least half by today but i couldn't. so many things that I am supposed to do but i didn't or should i say i did the opposite? just came back from school, supposed to have a short nap but i feel guilty. hai... i don't know how to say it. perhaps i shouldn't? seems like i will always make lots of mistake by talking too much. maybe i should just shut my mouth & start working. haven been sleeping well this whole week. average sleeping time is 5 - 6 hours a day. its not that i don't have time to sleep. but i couldn't. frustrating right? there's too many things in my mind that disrupts my sleep. i can't seem to clear them out.

Thursday, October 2, 2008

Haw Par Villa

had my last tuition in the morning... it all depends on herself now to her exams... finally... i got to go 虎豹别墅 yesterday on children's day & Hari Raya Puasa... had lots of fun.. took a lot of photos... i dropped my spare battery for my camera... panicked a while but still managed to find it at the entrance. haha got so happy that i ran back to him, telling him i found my battery.. i know i seem pretty childish right? haha... i was like the happy, excited child there yesterday... so amazed by everything there... i will definitely go there again.. after the MRT works.. some exhibits are closed due to MRT renovation works.. sobz...

on the way to Haw Par Villa....


白蛇传

状元

I forced him to take a photo with it.. don't they look alike? haha...



花果山



封神榜


I totally agree... Kharma...

Hell Gates