how long does a person need to accept a fact? How much time will i need to do so? I didn't know how to react this morning. I just feel that i needed some time to be alone, not to think (at least I will try not to), just keep myself as busy as I can. But its so difficult. But I will try. this is not a time that I can fall apart. I cannot, and I will not. That is what I will remind myself of for as long as I live. I may not be able to do so all the time, but I will not stop trying. I hope I can just hold back till he returns. I just need to vent it out. I know I will be just fine.
Please don't ask me anything about this post? thank you.
