Picnic...

Oh gosh... was so full yesterday after the picnic with the isomers... haven had such a big tummy since christmas... haha... did a little catching up until we got a little surprise from her... worried + upset... don't know how to help her pull through this... I understand that people do want to be alone sometimes so I wouldn't barge into her own little space if she wants to be alone... anyway, managed to spoke to binbin last night over the phone. She can recognise & differentiate my sister's voice to mine... finally! haha... she can speak quite a lot of complete sentences already...

AArrgghh as usual, get very tired and stress every monday after attending his classes. have to start on the 31 qns tutorial already... AAHHH... barely started on his 66 qns holiday package only... oh dear... *stress*

Aahhhh trans uploaded my photos... our school times was memorable, but I LOOK SO SO FAT! don't dare to view them in details and try to recall, just quickly click on next & log out... oh my gosh.... haha... 谁没有过去？ -_-"

Finally... I was so so so panicky and worried when my computer broke down last friday... I was 1,500 words away to my completion of 5,000 words assignment... I broke down with my com as well... lucky, she so happen to contact me, and I told her my problem. she offered me her laptop without any hesitation... so touched... she is my saviour... and thanks to her, with just 2 nights of not enough rest, I managed to complete! haha... a great sense of accomplishment. but was kinda sad that I missed the dim sum buffet... =( was supposed to complete my assignment on friday itself, so that I can enjoy my buffet without worries. my appetite is improving, even much better than before.. hehe... there goes a hole in his pocket... oops..

went for the "Etiquette Dining" workshop!! so so so interesting!! my gosh... I enjoyed myself thoroughly on saturday... Speaker cum instructor - Sally, has a really good marketing skills... Well, I still feel a little uncomfortable in a posh restaurant... haha... ok I shall practise... I wannna go for my dim sum buffet!!!

return her laptop together with a small token of mine, her favourite salad... haha... glad to see her smiling so happily... haven't seen her smiling so widely + eyes beaming with happiness for a long long time... food does makes people happy... =) Well, at least it works in our theory? looking forward to the upcoming isomers picnic.... Awwww... miss having that... our timing always clashes... finally for once after 2-3years? haha....

I dread going home these days. Don't like to stay home facing, enduring ... Am I really useless at home? not of any help? or is it that I am too busy, ok lazy that is making him upset? I don't know... I can only keep quiet, walk away, keep telling myself its okay... don't think too much, but in fact I am thinking too much again. can't seem to let things go so easily although I wanted to. Kept myself busy, doing assignments, tutorials, research, with breaks in between before I ran away. Going out can make me think less. Was really happy after buying quite a lot of things. very tired from shopping for MY THINGS! yes i'm selfish, self-centered, temperamental and perhaps weird. I am so not my usual self now, and I hate it... I don't want things to be or turn out that way, but it just happen. *puzzled*