转角遇到我: Stress

Just realised how loss I am for FR. haiz... can't do the assignment. was given 1 month ago, but only tried it 2 weeks ago. but kept pushing it back since I couldn't do. panicked today when I couldn't do. Although I started few days ago, but there isn't remarkable progress. halfway done only. there goes my beauty sleep tonight. Well, can only slap myself and say I deserve it. His notes have very little explanation on that but that is also the reason why he wanted us to do assignment on that. research. but I am not good at that. seeked the help from my classmates cum friends this early afternoon. Glad that they replied fast to help. So I am now back on my own. I was really stressed this morning. was so tired and busy lately that I have not been sleeping well. Actually haven't been sleeping well for about 3 weeks? can tell that my health has been deteriorating. noticed some changes. tried to rest as much as I can already but just couldn't sleep well at night.

Had a little fun this morning with the kids, but started work soon after brunch. ck didn't notice my message for him, didn't inform me when he was on his way. so I was late. got so frustrated when I couldn't do and the house was so noisy. hate that barney. that purple dinosaur is not even a little cute to me in my perception. it is totally opposite for BinBin. she watched that same disc 3 times. my gosh. so loud too. then my sisters were packing things for my mum, shouting around. then the kids were playing and fighting, with shouts and cries. It really hit my limit. that was what it sparked my tears. yup, my way of venting out my stress and frustrations. bad headache on every sunday.

rushed here and there with ck to get some final things done before his thailand trip. It would be less rushing if I wasn't late. so want to shoot myself for that. felt so guilty when his mum asked where we had disappear to the whole afternoon. had dinner at his place before heading to the airport with him. silly me he said. was teary on the way there. he is very sensitive today, probably because of the afternoon incident. he was able to sense it when i thought i could bluff my way through. it wasn't that long wait compared to his last brunei trip. bid him a short goodbye before I head home. it will be a long 3 weeks. I have lots of catching up do. plenty of things to do while he is away.

Aww... Delicious pasta made & delivered by my friend =) Yummy!

From IKEA... I think its called Diam Cake. they made from the chocolate into a cake. same chocolate taste! with additional sponge cake + walnut below. NICE!