转角遇到我

I have doubts on how much they know me just like that doubt they have on me.

Anyway, gave him a great surprise on monday. efforts have paid off. was busy the whole day. Preparing him his favourite, and cooked him the mee sua that I once told him that I will cook for him annually for as long as we are together. He appreciated my effort and enjoyed the food. that is what that makes me happy. Finally, all settled and can focus on my studies. no more distractions?

May be not. small things that make people angry, that made him throw things. I have lived with him for the whole of my life but I have never seen him this angry. my first and hope that it will be the last. angry that he shouted at me when I didn't make mistakes. No one knows why he is so angry. But I keep having the feeling it was because of me. I am not over-reacting nor over-sensitive. I have affirmed it already. Somethings ought to be left unsaid. It all depends on one word - Trust. What more can I say when they don't trust me? I will only keep quiet now. rebutting doesn't help and will only make things worse. I have learn it the hard way. I know that they are concerned but sometimes the way they show it will just make me feel like running away.

I just hope that there will be one day (hoping it to be soon) that they will see how nice and caring he is towards me like some of my friends do.