He is tired. The second time in which I have seen him so angry. I start to question myself why. But all the negative thoughts just came to my mind. I will have to keep reminding myself that I should and I can control my emotions. On the bright side, I think I did succeed. She finally break the news to him. I start to feel for him. Feel guilty that he has to go through this. A pity that she is giving up someone so honest and well-tempered for someone she might hardly know of? But I do want her to be happy be it now or many years down the road. Just keeping my fingers crossed and hope that she did find the right one for her.
Thinking of something happier, I went to queue up for the free Ben & Jerry ice-cream cone today. Felt so satisfied after eating. Haven had ice-cream in a while (although I have cravings for it a few times already). I guess it isn't true afterall that chocolates can make someone happier. At least it doesn't work for me. But exercising does help. Arghh I wish I have the time to.
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honestly, what i said about fang xia, accept and b happy, is quite hard to achieve. esp when it is related to your love ones. i do feel angry and frustrated sometimes. but i keep telling myself, if i love him, i shld try to be considerate. mayb is a bit stupid ba. but things like that haf to be worked out. tell him how u feel.. when this stage is over, a r/s will be more stable. thats how i feel.. :) jiayou k?
sorry for cancelling our swimming date too... sobs.
no point telling him how i feel now ba. I think we will end up quarreling. I can't afford to be distracted. =) thanks for your concern. never mind la we can arrange again! =D
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