以前别人说过的事好像灵验了。我想的是我们的将来。 我们真的会有将来吗？ 是的我又在胡思乱想了。我也累了。说过的事也说了好多遍了。只是不明白为什么我看不到任何改变？他应该是真心的。 但为什么要发脾气？也许我做的不够多，不够好， 但为什么不好好的说给我听呢？
Was really happy today. Actually I still am. Happy that the girls made the effort to give me a small surprise after class. =) Appreciate it. somehow caught me cos I didn't expect it to be today. Seems like my sister planned to celebrate with me too. although can't really go out and fun with the usual group, the 69 group and the isomers like the past few years, but thoughts like this can make me happy. even if it didn't come true. not upset nor disppointed that I can't go out with them this year. understand that everyone has their things to busy with. so am I. perhaps we can accommodate better in time to come? haha... It definitely will. when fiona is back, when kaori and trans timing can allow to meet. haha... I want nothing but a getaway. I want my sleep back, my routine life. I have no time to think, but my mind just wanders off all the time. haha... I will find back my strength to control it. spent the whole 12 hours in school. haven done so for quite some time.
Anyway, I love the thoughtful yellow card that sylvia made me, with the wonderful messages that the girls wrote and drew for me. well, heard that trans made one for me too. looking forward to seeing it tomorrow, with special delivery too. hehe. Oh... this Friday marks the start of my Prelims... -_- I hope I can overcome everything that comes into my way, and just concentrate and stay focus... no time for any other things except to pass and do well. =) that is my goal this year... will upload the photo soon whenever I'm not lazy. haha...
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