haha... so happy that I finally bought myself something that I wanted long ago. well, with his help of course, on his knowledge and help on the sourcing. very happy!! so happy that for the first monday of this term, I was not over-stressed up nor was I upset! amazing. Am I a shopaholic? haha... one week as passed but I am still struggling and learning to familiarize myself with it.
Finally, bought myself an oven mitten today! haha very soon, I will buy myself the second mitten, then a cake mould, then I'll start learning to bake! haha... small family talk with my mum and sister. happy for her after hearing her plans. I will perhaps have to take charge of all the responsibilities in the house after she has a family on her own. sobz... no one to share with. Who can I talk to after a long and upsetting day when I'm home? such negative thoughts do upset me. the worst of all, how to be able to fall asleep without her beside me? so used to having her beside me, can smell her when she's in the room as I toss myself around. anyway, the smell I'm referring to is each individual's smell. wasn't implying anything so don't mistaken me...
well, on the bright side, I welcome a chemist into my family. someone who is also understanding towards my family's needs, someone who is helpful and never fails to offer help to our family. 爱屋既屋。 Did I get it correctly ? argghh... return all my chinese to my teachers already...
not gonna celebrate my birthday this year. all my friends seem pretty busy this year. its so hard to accomodate our schedules especially when my prelims start next friday.. Don't feel bad if u're reading this k? I'm perfectly fine with it. understand and no hard feelings k? although ck said and promised he will still meet me up that day and do something for me, I wouldn't be too hopeful about it. really dislike to feel the disppointment that I had last year. kept reminding myself that prelims is more important than any other things now. I just want to get my 2nd lower, well, actually my unrealistic target is 2nd upper though.
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