I am learning from Sylvia... she certainly knows when and how to give people the comfort that they need. She'll never fail to capture that moment when I'm sad, stress or happy. I didn't know how much it felt to have someone holding your hand when you are crying. I did just that but wondering if I gave the correct comfort that I once had. well, my hands are always icy cold in the air-conditioned place. I wished for that moment that they are warm.
Just digested that expected but shocking news. Expected it but shocked cos it was pretty soon, not within my expected time frame. Still have my reservations, and I was right. Just hoped that she will feel better as every second ticks away. I still feels that women always have that "right", and the respect that we ought to deserve.
Haiz... that same and ever blue monday has finally past! seems like a long day every monday. The level of stress is probably my limit now? How to make him known that his method may not be working? Or else, what is out purpose of attending? well, maybe I'm selfish in way. Perhaps I really don't deserve that, I feels that she does? she did the most on her own but she suffers the same fate as me. she seems to be able to take it well unlike me. maybe I am really too stubborn? But we had a good laugh in the computer lab while waiting to get our timetable done - that is, taking photos with J's macbook. haha... from roller coaster to enlightenment to underwater? haha.... oohh that wallpaper of hers look so sweet... even I felt that happiness that they shared after hearing their small little things that happen.
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