Acceptance

To all those who are reading this blog, sorry to have let you know through this blog. I know many have showed me concern over the past week. not sure if you did so after reading my blog or so happen that we haven't been in touch and you wanted to do so that day. great minds think alike? or perhaps my telepathy is really working? haha... ok i shall not crap further. Don't have to specially do anything for me upon knowing this news k? Please don't k. lately, my dad is diagnosed with nosal cancer. yup we have all accepted it & life still moves on. hhmm.. I guess I was the weakest in my family. took so long to finally digest this news.

my dad just was referred to the National Cancer Centre, went to see the radiotherapist today. I wanted to go with him, give him some moral support, but my sister objected, she said I should crash classes. went to class today, but can't really concentrate either. kept thinking how is he doing? what did the therapist said? ok probably its the second-hand news already. my mum was probably the first. there's 7 stages for cancer, so my dad is probably at stage 3. so treatment methods will be combination of radiotherapy & chemotherapy.

trying to uphold my positive energy for as long as I can. I can do it last time when he's hospitalised, so can I now.